rigi's space

well, i am not fully settled, however, i am almost there. i guess this is what i am trying to achieve these many many years, 8 years...yes, it's been a third of my life.

the feeling is a bit strange, a bit exciting and a bit wooohoooo...eventually....i can see the end of this journey...the last station.

having said that, the end of one journey is a start of another...it just keeps going...until the true end...

there are many people that i need to thank for, my family, alan, aunty and uncle, if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't be able to achieve anything.

all my friends, despite how far away they are, how little contact we have; without them, i am probably another introvert.

chinese people say, live in this world is to endure hardships. it is true. so always get myself ready for anything tough....and eventually the happiness will come.

rigi 26.09.09

情绪差的时候，是不是最好一个人呆会儿就会好。
今天跟一个很久没联络的老友聊天，感觉很好，笑得我肚子都痛了，很温暖的感觉。
这样的聊天很轻松，什么都可以说。因为了解，所以明白。
不会怕没有话题，不会好像我现在这样，手指在键盘上不知道该放哪里。

我也很想念我的那几个小样，呵呵，跟她们在一起的感觉很好，有老大照着我们，有小样的迁就，还有小小样的一问三不知。
她们三个可都已经是人妻了呢，如果可以，我一定让时间倒转一次。

最近老想回家，虽然家在我的脑海中是一个很模糊的东西，但是有一种力量，是只有家人才可以给得到的。

我总希望好朋友都在身边，都不要离开。但现在的我们，都改变了吧。我怕那种距离，一种无法抗拒的陌生感。让人生畏。

会伤感，会哭，不代表不幸福，对么？ 如果无法得到身边的人的理解，是不是很可悲？

所谓简单的幸福，又是什么？

试问自己，想要的是什么，就这样坚定的走下去? 当全身无力，回过头的时候，看到的，会是谁。

呵呵，扯远了。总之，又是圆满的一天。

陈升曾做过件很煽情的事。

他提前一年预售了自己演唱会的门票。

仅限情侣购买。

一人的价格可以获得两个席位。

但是，

一份情侣券分为男生券和女生券。

恋人双方各自保存属于自己的那张券，一年后，两张券合在一起才能奏效。

票当然去得很快。

也许这个是恋人双方证明自己爱情的方式吧。

“我们要在一起一辈子呢。”“一年，算什么。”

。。。

这场演唱会的名字叫做：明年你还爱我吗？

听似很简单的疑问句，实现起来，却被赤裸裸的现实击败。

到了第二年。

陈升专设的情侣席位。

果然空了好多位子。

他面对着那一个个空板凳，脸上带着怪异的歉意，唱了最后一首歌：把悲伤留给自己。

去年我们曾牵手走过很多地方，在车站拥抱。

一起看电影，往彼此的嘴巴里塞零食和饮料。

一起幻想明年的这个时候，

甚至是很多很多年以后，我们在干嘛，要干嘛。

可是感情的脆弱我们谁也想不到。

这一秒幸福，下一秒就可以崩溃。

恋情，

崩盘起来，往往太措手不及。

再多的甜言蜜语，累积起来也敌不过分手两个字。

今天一个人。

觉得突然有些孤单。

明年，你还爱我么。

 

想給你所有你要的

想給你自由 沒有期望 沒有未來

只有現在

如果這樣 明年， 你還愛我么?

很懦弱的哭了，不应该这样的，应该是一个坚强的孩子。
独自走在熟悉的路，透过树叶的窟窿去看那样的天空；
当手上沾满泥土，土地是否从此而亲近；
当风声占领了耳际，看到了近在咫尺的寂寞边缘；
孩子啊，当你再次回到这里
用不同的声音去感受同样的世界
用不同的脚步走同样的路
用不同的姿态接受同样的坎坷

                                                                           ...待续

He makes you laugh until you cry
A sense of humour is one of the most appealing qualities  in a man and sharing the same jokes will keep you close, whatever comes your way. It doesn't matter if no one else finds you funny, as long as you can make each other laugh out loud.
yerr..., he makes mi laugh..but most of the times is angry.... gerrr....

You want the same things out of life
If you want to settle down and have a family and he wants to travel the world with no commitments then you are not on the same page. Altohough all couples have to make compromises, you should essentially want the same things out of life and be able to work towards them together.
Things that i want out of my life are pretty simple nowadays, and his is even simplier than mine. I see it as a good thing n he compromises becoz of ***:)

He likes you best with no make-up on
Yes, you might think he is lying, but the chances are that he really does prefer you au naturale. He loves you for you, not for the clothes you wear or the make-up you doall youself up in. If he tells you you're pretty when you are cuddled up in your pajamas then, chances are, he means it.
Well, he doesn't mind it. However, i do realise that he is more likely to tell mi "ya r pretty" when i have some make-up on(althought all i do is mascara), but yer, i guess i just have to accept da fact that i am not the best looking gal....ToT

You see his flaws but love him anyway
It is wrong to think that to be "the one" your man has to be perfect. Nobody is perfect. He is "the one" when you know him well enugh to see all his flaws, accept them for part of who he is and love him just as much anyway.
I agree, no one is perfect. and I agree he is very annoying half of the times. I am not sure if i can accept them but I love him.

He supports you in everything you do
Whether you are going for a job promotion or planning a night out with your friends -- he should be your biggest cheerleader. He might not agree100 per cent with all your decisions, but he will never stop you doing anything and will be there to offer advice and pick you up when things go wrong.
He never agrees with mi, he gives advices which are totally opposite of mines, he picks on mi even before i start.....Except when things get serious.

You trust him implicitly
If you have been hurt in the past it can be difficult to trust again, but it is an important part of any relationship. Your partner should earn your trust by proving that he always keeps his word and treats you with respect. No, you can never be 100 per cent sure he won't stray, but 99.5 per cent will do.
I guess this is where i complaint the most....

Even your dad/best friend/dog likes him
It shouldn't matter what other people think of him, but it's still nice to know they approve. Your dad and best friend are only looking out for your best interests and it is difficult to convince them that somebody is good enough for you. If your boyfriend manages to get them on his side, then you probably have a winner.
Dear Kristin, what do you say?

You wake up and feel lucky each morning
As you roll over in the morning and see him lying next to you, you are struck with a great sense of contentment. Here, out of everywhere in the world, is where you most want to be. You feel lucky to have him in your life and can't imagine sharing it with anyone else.
Oh, dear, I hope he feels the same way as I do!!!

You stop noticing the cute guy at the coffee shop
Of course you are still going to find other men attractive, but it is amazing how much less you notice them when you have found "the one". Think about it -- have you met anyone recently who really got your interest up? No? Then chances are he's right in front of you.
Maybe it's becoz there's not many cute guys out there in a Coffee Shop??(hohohoho......)

You just know
Sometimes there is no defining factor or moment that fonfirms he is  "the one" -- you just know. When your life is brighter with him in it (even with his annoying habit and football obsession), when you feel happy each morning and can't imagine your life without him, when you smile thinking about him -- you just know!!
I just don't know -- I am sure I am not the only one feels uncertainty in realtionship, coz we girls all want our Mr. Right and It's never easy to find that one man we can share our life with. As time goes by, I'll find my answer and so as others. Wish every gal in a relationship good luck and stay happy!!